I love this show. Maybe I shouldn't, but I do. When I listen to this song, it makes me cry a little. I guess it is because I kinda always feel this way. Will I ever get it right? No, I do NOT want to run away, but I do feel inadequate....almost always. I struggle with keeping up and keeping it together....almost always. I make mistakes....often(daily). I just want to get ahold of my life. My weight. Our finances. I hate that us as women compare ourselves to each other. I know that I have value and I know that God has given me special talents. I am so thankful that He knows me and my struggles. I am so thankful for what He has given me. And I really am thankful for who I am...weight and all. I just wish that I would get it right more than I get it wrong. That is all.









